Thursday, February 20, 2014

Aku Ingin Bertaubat


Assalam,

Hi, ini bukan toyol. Bukan lembaga hitam yg sering menganggu anak2 gadis di jalanan. Bukan juga mamat hitam warga Niger atau yg sewaktu dengannya.

Tapi... please read more ...


Look like the guy is in a very deep painful situation.  You might ask what is happening to “me” in this picture.

Actually it is a some kind of expression about a guy who wanted to repent.  And it shows that repenting from a sin is painful.  It can also means that trying to get the acceptance of the community and those around you that make repenting is more painful.  Meaning to say rejection from the people around you, friends, families and also the community who do not accept you are more painful. 

We know that sin is a disease that affects mankind.  But let bygone be by gone.  “Buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih”.  In the first place talking about a process of repenting where a person would ask himself

1.     "How do I go about repenting from a sin?"
2.    “Would the others accept the new “me”?”
3.    Or perhaps they would not accept me as they have lost their trust in me?

The deeper the pain would need a deeper level of repentance. It might takes a long time and a long way for others to accept our sincere struggle to be better person.  As the previous story as a bad guy still haunt the heart of the others. 

Deep pain can not only produce deep repentance, it can also develop a much deeper appreciation of life and God’s love.  A person cannot appreciate  real life until they are burned.  Deep pain can be transferred into White Pain in the name of Allah swt.
 White pain is a process of voluntarily suffers to pay for all the awful sins he has committed before.  

Allah swt provides forgiveness and relief  Hazrat Abu Bakr radiyallahu anhu, says, "I heard the Holy Prophet s.a.w.  say, ‘There isn’t a man who, when he commits a sin, rises, makes ablution, and offers two rak’ats of prayers, but Allah forgives his sins.’ Then the Holy Prophet s.a.w.  recited the verse, 

‘Those (are the true believers) who, when they commit an evil deed, or wrong their souls, remember Allah, and seek forgiveness for their sins - and who but Allah forgives sins? They do not insist upon the sins they have committed, and they know (that Allah is forgiving)."  (Qur'aan 3:135)


In the picture, the man is struggling hard to be himself as a good “khalifah  of Allah” in the future and his next life, hereinafter.  Doesn’t matter whether the community, friends and others still see him as the bad guy  he did his best no matter how deep the pain is, he prayed  to Allah swt to accept his forgiveness as God is the Most Merciful.

Sedikit catatan. Terimakasih sudi membaca hasil sentuhanku, idea garapan ibuanak dalam project final tahun lepas. Jenuh bersengkang mata, menaip ingga hlewat malam membantu menyiapkan report writing presentation Sang Puteri. Alhamdulillah, anakanda dekan lagi.  Final Sem 2014 ini tinggi harapan bonda agar anakanda dekan lagi.  Supaya tak perlu bersusah payah membayar kembali hutang PTPTN.  Kita orang miskin. Serba tak berkemampuan. Sekadar melukut di tepi gantang. 

Bila sudah tinggi mengaji
Pesan ibu
Peganglah Al Quran istiqamah hati
Jangan sesekali lupa diri

 Wana bercita cita nak sambung MASTER ke obersea tapi memandangkan fulusnya, kalau dapat biasiswa pun duit makan minum perbelanjaan harian bonda tak mampu nak mengulur. Sob3... Ada ker jutawan baik hati yg boleh tolong sponsor pengajian anakandaku ini. 

Go Wanna Go
Syukran.




9 comments:

Tihara said...

semuga wana berjaya capai cita2 nya, insha Allah

Kakzakie said...

Sesungguhnya Allah maha pengampun dan maha pengasih. Pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka hatta besar mana pun dosanya. Beruntung sedar sebelum nyawa terlerai..

ps: wish all the best for Wana. May one day the dream comes true.

Ayu azmir said...

Singgah jumaat di sini

Ibu Lala said...

Allah tu maha pengampun lagi maha penyayang

mamawana said...

Tihara
Tq. Harapan setiap ibu kan. Amin.

mamawana said...

KakZakie
Tq. Semoga Wana mencapai cita2 idamannya.

mamawana said...

Ibu Lala

Yep Allah Maha Pengampun

mamawana said...

Ayu Azmir

Tq singgah

mamawana said...

Catatan:

Figure yg berkiwi hitam dgn tompokan putih pd tubuh melambangkan keinsafan taubat seorg individu utk memutihkan/mensucikan diri dari perlakuan hitam yg lalu. Wana dapat A+ utk subjek ini. Alhamdulillah.

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